Muscle Memory

I pase the walls
and growl at your clothes

what's considered hallmark
is really a prose

so sore to hold her
i'm left re-scarred
while
thigh perfume paints a thinning world
i open your bones
and scream down the halls

professing my hunger
with the conviction
of born-again vegetarians
turn wrong
i'm locked inside
a door slam and seat belied
it seems
I will be trapped in here forever

misquito thoughts
aggravating
the curl of sensation

deep inside my heart
where i can see us fucking

deep inside

but give her only a shard
seeing i
grow from Your whole being
enchanting my worlds to run through smiles
to nurture escape from a generated laughter
and shine upon the moon

Dizzy on Mars

sleep walking past the destruction of a nation
during the resurrection of Jesus Christ
wraps around your swollen eyes in laughter
while leaving you behind
only to stare back periodically

we're all
so much better
than devil laughs
moving to the top of your golden finger

watch us throw up
til you collapse
and wait to breath

our world pulls you into the bleak
and removed
deconstruction
of gilded steps and milky smooth isolation

pulling you out a field of light
into a tranquil exhale of blue smoke and glass
showing whats beyond years
crouching through smiles
and trapping yawns
to the roof of your mouth
just so you can cry
then roll over
to let the world implode
from a speechless conversation

Eeyore's Song

so you can't remember
your reasons now

and you can't see
stars from the ground

your heard your calling
but the voice is fading

and unrehearsed skepticism
bleeds inside

be true to yourself
because Rome can tell you
a very violent lie
lock you up in solitude
where you'll never speak again

The warrior from mars

i spent last night
with a shooting star
on the outskirts of hopelessness

where we talked of
wind and rain
craters and ash

right now
i see that you were eager
i thought i would remiss
but i guess you really needed me to ask

it shamed
the fireball to show
her drowned and sodden heart
soaked in all those months
of liquid fears

and i know
you saw that look on me
as if i was apalled
that small speck of moment
lost in our ears

i wanted more
despite the pyre
from those secretes laced in gold
but my hands flinched
when i moved
to wipe her face

her eyes closed tight
feeding the fire
and so
my heart turned cold
but sometimes
that's needed
to give a warm embrace

Pencil Drawings

restless thoughts unbled

behind fragile casing

a midnight voice

that's kept inside

untouched by rust 

and 

rainbow fears

A pale light fills in the cracks

along a glassy mane of black coal

with tongue and pen

Both glued to mind

strangling the composition of a faded smile

Growing ebon needles 

reaching out to find

breech nerve to reveal

Me 

dissolving with a dripping mist

and

imagine with me

a yelp of escape

so thin and light

it slips through the slits of reaching

and shines within the pale cold 

of writing smiles

pulling you out of me 

and 

pressing down 

til relief is scored