Ouroboros eclipse

To stand myself I must
fill up with voices. Anything.
that promises delivery to a doorstep...
And once again in my search to shut him
away, I fail level after level.
Sew,
i've distracted the where abouts of my thoughts
that This chimera I created will terrorize a ghost
in some other kind. Instead of the kind
that's glue to my attention
Sew,
with the blemishes
disappearing, it's honorable at first
Until you realize you're only worry's skin deep